@ My Worst

{{short description|2021 song by Blackbear}} {{Use American English|date=January 2025}} {{Use mdy dates|date=January 2025}} {{About|the Blackbear song|other uses|At My Worst (disambiguation){{!}}At My Worst}} {{Infobox song | name = @ My Worst | cover = | alt = | type = single | artist = Blackbear | EP = Misery Lake | released = August 6, 2021 | studio = | genre = Pop | length = 3:11 | label = * Beartrap * Alamo * Columbia | writer = * Matthew Musto *Andrew Goldstein | producer = * Blackbear * Goldstein | chronology = Blackbear | prev_title = Memory | prev_year = 2021 | next_title = Love It When You Hate Me | next_year = 2022 | misc = {{External music video|{{YouTube|xIOjqTRYZwg|"@ My Worst"}}}} }}

"'''@ My Worst'''" (stylized in all lowercase) is a song by American singer Blackbear. It was released through Beartrap, Alamo, and Columbia Records on August 6, 2021 as the second single from his seventh EP ''Misery Lake''.<ref>{{Cite web |last=Carter |first=Josh |title=blackbear releases "@ my worst" along with cinematic visual—watch |url=https://www.altpress.com/blackbear-at-my-worst-misery-lake-ep-release-date/ |access-date=January 15, 2025 |website=Alternative Press Magazine |language=en-US}}</ref><ref>{{Cite web |last=Goodwin |first=Victoria |date=August 6, 2021 |title=blackbear releases new track and video for "@ my worst" » // MELODIC Magazine |url=https://www.melodicmag.com/2021/08/06/blackbear-releases-new-track-and-video-for-my-worst/ |access-date=January 15, 2025 |website=www.melodicmag.com |language=en-US}}</ref>

== Background and composition == "@ My Worst" was written and produced by Blackbear and Andrew Goldstein. It was previewed in an Instagram story and a TikTok video posted in the EP's lead up. The song describes Blackbear hoping for his lover to still love them even when at his worst moments. == Music video == The music video for "@ My Worst" premiered on August 6, 2021 and was directed by Brent Campanelli.<ref>{{Cite AV media |url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIOjqTRYZwg |title=blackbear - @ my worst (Official Music Video) |date=August 5, 2021 |last=blackbearVEVO |access-date=January 15, 2025 |via=YouTube}}</ref> The video features Blackbear performing and wandering a house party while a woman dressed as the Devil haunts him.

==Personnel== Credits for "@ My Worst" adapted from Apple Music.<ref>{{Citation |title=@ my worst by blackbear on Apple Music |date=August 6, 2021 |url=https://music.apple.com/us/song/my-worst/1577262808 |access-date=January 15, 2025 |language=en-US}}</ref>

{{col-2}}'''Musicians''' *Matthew Musto – lead vocals *Blake Straus – guitar *Kaela – keyboards *Bonnie Brooksbank – violin *Emily Elkin – cello *Harry Allen – drums

{{col-2}}'''Production''' *Blackbear – production, recording engineering *Andrew Goldstein – production, recording engineering *Alex Ghenea – mixing *Dave Kutch – mastering {{col-end}}

==Charts== {|class="wikitable sortable plainrowheaders" style="text-align:center" |+ Chart performance for "@ My Worst" ! scope="col"| Chart (2021) ! scope="col"| Peak<br />position |- ! scope="row"| New Zealand Hot Singles (RMNZ)<ref>{{cite web|url=https://aotearoamusiccharts.co.nz/archive/hot-singles/2021-08-13|title=NZ Hot Singles Chart|publisher=Recorded Music NZ|date=August 13, 2021|access-date=January 21, 2025}}</ref> | 11 |- {{single chart|song=@ My Worst|Billboardbubbling100|23|artist=Blackbear|rowheader=true|accessdate=January 15, 2025}} |- |}

== Certifications == {{Certification Table Top|caption=Certifications for "@ My Worst"}} {{Certification Table Entry|region=United States|artist=Blackbear|title=@ My Worst|award=Gold|type=single|relyear=2021|certyear=2023|access-date=January 15, 2025}} {{Certification Table Bottom|streaming=true|nosales=true|noshipments=true}}

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